catch up =)

Not wrote on here since the 15^th of February so there’s a lot to catch up on then (everything’s in order of date cause I copied it out my diary, but only small parts of each day) I have a dog now, it did belong to my cousin but 3 was to many for them so I got 1 and his names Ringo he loves being clapped and hugged all my friends love him and want to steal him.

I’ve started writing a new story it’s called “A writers romance” there’s going to be a follow on called “Writing and my man are the loves of my life” my friend Fiona came up with the story titles since she wasn’t using them.

I’m totally looking forward to summer it cant come fast enough for the days I can wear my shorts and my cool knee high socks. My summer plans are all ready I have T in the park, camping, birthday, more camping and the days in between will be for meeting up with my cousins and my friends and also going out with my gran.

I’ve found this new website which I’m totally addicted to it’s a bit weird I have to admit there are some freaks on it but there’s also some really cool people like Amer-he calls me his little sister, he looks out for me on the website and I look out for him, Abu-he listens to me and is also trying to teach me to become more confident in myself, omar-Amer’s friend don’t know much about him other than he likes me, and talks to me(when he’s on), and lastly Thomas-he’s my ex, I still talk to him but only cause every time I deleted him he kept messaging me to add him again, he keeps asking me out but I won’t and there’s a few stories to it 1 reason is cause he cheated and probably will again but the other reason is that if I go back out with Thomas then Amer goes back out with his cheating ex-girlfriend so we made a deal(me and Amer not to go back out with them).

I want to talk about my weird relationships I’ve had recently and there definitely weird. There was Thomas first our relationship was a weird one i was with him then I dumped him, then I got back with him to dump him again for JohnJames then when he dumped me I went back out with Thomas, and lastly dumped him again for cheating. It was that third time that I went out with Thomas that I fell in love with him, but I don’t even know why I did, I just know that I did. I broke up with him because he was texting my best friend asking her to sleep with him, so I broke up with him for that then he gave me his facebook password and I’m sure like most people would of done I went on his account and read his messages which is how I found out he was cheating. Since then he’s been in and out of my life. As I mentioned there was JohnJames in between that we never lasted long only about a couple of days he broke up with me because I wouldn’t sleep with him. So as you can see both my relationships have ended badly wondering if that’s trying to tell me something. After my break up with Thomas though I was pretty mad and also upset, it never helped with a friend on my back everyday telling me to move on, but because of those things I did some stupid stuff on my myyearbook so I had to deactivate my account and I made a new one. I started again and I’m glad I did cause now I know all the amazing people I know today and can call my friends. Suppose everything does happen for a reason.