The last couple of days have been very tiring. I told Amer that I liked him, didn't expect him to tell me he loved me back but he did. So he had to go talk to Omar cause he liked me and wanted to go out with me and didn't want to loose his friend but Omar said it was fine. I was talking to him today and he was alright didn't talk alot to me but I think it was cause he was mad at me for keep saying that I wasn't pretty. Abu's trying to help me with conidence with calling me, he did a couple of days ago, and it was pretty scary. I'm not good with calls, last time I had a long call that I felt comfortable having was a year ago with my best friend Lauren and it lasted about an hour. I've not good self esteem, I was asked by Amer to put on myyearbook as my status "if you think I'm pretty please like" there was about 8 people who liked it within the 2 hours.
I had a near death experience a couple of days ago. It was so scary. Alex was driving down this deserted road and it was 1 lane but cars were coming both ways. Alex was driving quit fast for once and there was this car following us and me and Lauren kept saying it was the demented surgeon from the human centipede cause we saw a guy at the hotel we were visiting and it was completly scary. Alex's driving never helped either as he nearly went over the edge of the hill about 5 time. Now I don't believe in god but let me tell you I was praying for my life.
My ex Thomas is becoming annoying. I want to be friends with him soo much but he needs to stop asking me out. I love and I'm happy with Amer, he just won't see that I can't just let him back in my heart. I can't ever get back with Thomas anyway cause Amer promised that if I ever got back with Thomas then he would get back with Shelby. I love Amer though and I don't know how long we'll last, or what will happen during the course of our relationship, all I know is that I want it last he's soo amazing and I'm so lucky to have him. So my life's been good so far not alot of rubbish has happened except from when I have my very bad mood swings, tummy ache, and aching migraine.
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